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I've been telling myself that very phrase over the past month or so. Without going into too much detail, it hasn't been an easy month. However, I feel like I've grown 10x from the beginning of August to the beginning of September.
On a particular Sunday in the month of August, I had the opportunity to go to Sunday School. (Being in nursery hasn't given me that opportunity often.) It was, hands down, THE best lesson I've ever had. She started with three simple questions:
- What does it mean to fully trust God?
- Do you trust God?
- If so, how do you KNOW you trust God?
Wow. Well? As I sat there, I tried to really think about those questions. Did I trust God? Have I ever been put into a situation where I had to rely fully on God? Well, I know that when I made the initial trek to UT, that was me putting 110% of my trust in God. But I didn't feel that was too difficult, honestly. It was a little scary, naturally... but I was so ready for the adventure. So, that brings me back to that first question. Did I trust Him?
She went on talking about Job, and all of the trials he went through. Losing his children, his wife, his prosperity, even his health! And his attitude through the entire experience? "The Lord gave me these things, he has every right to take it away. He knows what is best for me." The entire lesson I felt as if it were directed at me, though I wasn't sure why. It should have worried me! But it didn't. I did seem to think about it as the week progressed, though.
And then I knew why.
The whole day I thought, "Whatever be Thy will, please give me the strength to be accepting." I prayed. And things didn't turn out the way I wanted. (Imagine that!) I allowed myself time to grieve. After about three hours of an emotions going nuts, I came to and thought to myself, "If I prayed so long and hard for help to accept His will, why am I not even trying to be accepting?" And so there it was. I quit my crying, and I tried. And you won't BELIEVE the night and day difference. It was as if all I needed to do was give a little, and He took care of the rest. I immediately felt peace... comfort... overwhelming love. I wasn't sad anymore. Disappointed, naturally. But I knew that it was for my benefit, even if I didn't know all the answers yet.
SO, from that whole ordeal, I've tried hard to change my attitude. I've started going to the temple more (I'm aiming for once a week), and I've made a goal to read the Book of Mormon in 90 days. I'm going to Time Out for Women this weekend (so. so. so. so. excited) and I've been trying to be more personal and grateful in my prayers.
I'm satisfied with where my life is at this moment. I've got so much going for me. There are many who have gone through far worse than I!
Yep. I can't complain one bit.
It seems that I have forgotten to elaborate on my close to out of body experience seeing Sir Paul McCartney on July 13th. Now before I begin, let me say that this was TRULY a dream come true, and I will never see a concert as fantabulous as this was.
Wow wow wow. SO incredible. He was so full of energy and Alex and I became full-blown hippies the entire night. [Not sure if Alex has a hippie bone in his body.... but for Paul, oh yes he does.] I'm pretty sure I threw a peace sign or two, danced and sang along with almost every song. Sigh... it was a little disheartening to leave however because we realized we may never have an experience quite like that again.
It's like Christmas as a kid... you wait and wait and wait and wait and on Christmas Day, you're almost sad because it's going to be over for another year.
BUT regardless, great great show and we're both pretty pumped that we had the opportunity to attend.
And we're both still smiling.
On another note... in only a month- fall will be here. I can't believe another year has passed. I have to say, fall is my favorite season... I've enjoyed the sunshine and warm weather- but I love cute jackets, scarves, and hats. Plus, the holidays are spectacular. I mean, let's be honest. Who doesn't love Thanksgiving and Christmas? That's what I thought. :)
Til next time...
I am happy.
There are many things a'happening in the Teran household.. nothing huge or groundbreaking, but we are busy little bees. We are both through with the diet! We are still trying to be extremely active [going to the gym 5 days a week] and eating well. It's been a lot easier than expected! I think when we finished that diet, anything was better than the routine we'd had. :)
I am running my first 5K in October. I gave myself a few months to prepare for it.. I know, it's only a 5K, but for a marathon beginner, I want to be totally prepared. I'm thinking of continually running in small marathons to keep myself in shape, and to eventually run the Wasatch Back. (A girl can dream, right?)
Alex starts back in school this month. He'll be gone a lot, so we're thinking of expanding our little family with a puppy within the next couple months. (We'll have to see how finances go). I know that I will be lonely Mon-Fri if I don't have SOME company. I am very excited for him to be back in school. We're just going to try and push him through as fast as humanly possible so we can be done!!! I'm thinking of picking up a sewing class, and I'm also going to get involved in Yoga and/or Pilates. I'm trying to keep as busy as possible.
In a couple weeks, we're hiking Mt. Timpanogous! VERY psyched about that.
Life. Is. Good.
I'm sure many are wondering if we are surviving the diet. We ARE! We're currently on day 12 (almost over day 12, actually) and going strong! There have been a couple meltdowns, I'll admit. But usually the other one is right there to help the other out. We can both proudly say we've lost 5 lbs in a week, and counting! We're working out 5 days a week, and it has improved our quality of life 10 fold. It's amazing what energy from eating well and regular exercise will do. We have made plans to go on more hikes, Alex has been mountain biking with his brother Paul, we want to start playing tennis, and we LOVE to run! I love being active. (This is coming from 2 ex couch potatoes who loved to eat pizza, drink Dr. Pepper and sit on our rear-ends.)
The diet becomes quite repetitive... and sometimes hard to handle, but we've found if we push through it, we never regret it. We take it a day at a time. On Thursday, we'll be half-way there. I can't wait to see how far we've come on July 31st.
*Note: We made it through July 4th, one of my favorite holidays, without cheating. Not even a little bit. They brought out the grilled hotdogs and potato salad, we ate chicken and veggies. They brought out the HOMEADE cookies and cream icecream, we ate sugar free jello. Yeah. I know!
So, things are going pretty well right now. I've never had a flat tummy, so I'm hoping to achieve that. Also, in other news, we both got callings. I am a Nursery leader and he is a Second Counselor in the Sunday School Presidency. Our nursery is very small (4 kids) and it's actually a lot of fun. I miss my Relief Society though....
Anyway, that's what we're up to as of late. Still kickin'! :)
Oh, and Paul McCartney is tomorrow............ woop!
...will be an interesting one.
Alex and I have done some lifestyle changes during the past month... and those lifestyle changes consist of our diet and our exercise! Over the past couple weeks, we've stopped eating out- started working out- and have been so pumped about losing some weight!
It seemed to be fate when my sister, Heather, called me and asked us if we wanted to do a free month of personal training via e-mail with a friend of hers. We jumped on the bandwagon, and starting Monday- we'll be on a strict diet and working out schedule! We're SOOO excited!
Our diet for the next month will include: egg whites, chicken/tuna, oatmeal, natural peanut butter, apples, green veggies, brown rice/sweet potatoes, and protein shakes. Nothing more, nothing less.
It will kick our butts... but many members of mi familia are doing it too, so we'll have a great support system.
I would put before pictures on here, but I am not going to. ;)
I'm probably not going to be on the computer much this next month so I can fully focus on whats ahead of me. Plus, I'm just on the dang thing too much anyway. :)
And they're off...
